Not out on our friendship.
I’d never give up on that. Not ever. And I really hope you know that.
I just can’t keep reading everything that everyone is saying about me on tumblr right now. It’s making me hate myself more than anything else, and I can’t handle that right now. I can’t handle a breakdown this close to moving away again.
In that sense, I’m out. For now. I need to get out of my own head, mostly.