January 2010
in 16 minutes. the year will be over.
Jan 1st
best friend and moviesss.
happy new yearr.
Jan 1st
i love how everyone is probably partying it up...
musicinourlives: anddddd i can’t even manage to smile.  of.freaking.course. i’m pretty much at the point where i’m starting to hate myself. seriously. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. skalng;ansklgb;najtrnwhnktny;lnekntw;eynhlwkermnywnerynm,dgm,samg.  you’re not alone sister. but don’t hate yourself. if you hate yourself, then you’re just giving everyone else one more reason to...
Jan 1st
maybe tomorrow, i'll start being done with you.
Jan 1st
bye 2009.
i probably won’t miss you. seeing as 2010 will probably be the exact same. the only difference between one year and the next is one digit of a number.
Jan 1st
i will be spending new years the same way i spent...
teamkate: didyousayriri: teamkate: didyousayriri: Wonderful. If anyone else is gonna be ringing in the new year alone…. 4100 janae drive.  new years with rianna? yessssss please :)  yuspleasee. watch chickflicks? by ourselves en the basement?  i’ma go ask mama. dad & em are watching a movie i don’t want to watch. boo them.  i have to take ricky somewhere. then i’ll be...
Jan 1st
December 2009
i had no idea how many lives i apparently impacted...
Dec 31st
most people probably don't think i've ever done...
musicinourlives: wrong. i have to live with what i did to myself. for the rest of my life. i need to deal w/the fact that i was that stupid. that desperate. that horrible. it makes me sick.  but just because it happened, doesn’t make you any different. there’s a name for mistakes… experience.
Dec 31st
“Don’t unlock doors you’re not prepared to go through.”
– X-files (via quote-book)
Dec 31st
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2009.
january: i turned 16. had a cool party. watched my friends rip each other’s live apart. that’s always fun. february: i can’t even remember february. just school and practice and fighting. ohhh wait. and st. clements. pahaha, best field trip everr. march: nyc. that was fun. and cheaper. cute show. oh, and losing friends. april: justt yearday and chilling. also uninteresting. ...
Dec 31st
it's one of those days.
you know, the kind where you just want to wash everything away. so nothing bad can ever happen. and there’s no pain, no sadness, and most of all… no disappontment.
Dec 31st
i will be spending new years the same way i spent...
teamkate: didyousayriri: Wonderful. If anyone else is gonna be ringing in the new year alone…. 4100 janae drive.  new years with rianna? yessssss please :)  yuspleasee. watch chickflicks? by ourselves en the basement?
Dec 31st
i will be spending new years the same way i spent...
Wonderful. If anyone else is gonna be ringing in the new year alone…. 4100 janae drive.
Dec 31st
idontevenknowwhatfriendshipis.
But I guess if I can’t figure it out… I should do my best to be here for them, even if I suck at it. I mean really. I’m way less than what you deserve anyhow. Butidontknowwhatiddowithoutthem.
Dec 31st
the fact of the matter is,
No matter how mad I am, or how disappointed I get sometimes, you’re always going to be my best friend. And I’ll never leave, not ever. That’s why I’m here, because even when things completely just suck, there’s always gotta be someone who’s not gonna leave. Everybody needs someone right?
Dec 31st
what does friendship mean? what does family mean?
Dec 30th
call me a name, kill me with words. forget about me, it’s what i deserve.
Dec 30th
i've never told a lie.
and that makes me a liar.
Dec 30th
“Think of me what you will. But before you do, don’t.”
– Alex Gaskarth (via shelbyktaylor)
Dec 29th
“I am not a star, don’t look up to me in the hopes of finding something more....”
– Alex Gaskarth from All Time Low (via kristenmn)
Dec 29th
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you know, i could punch you in the face right now...
Dec 29th
13858.) you're starting to piss me off, but i...
(via blogsecret)
Dec 29th
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last night was fun.
But I am kinda pissed that I didn’t get to see any of my family. Waaay to make your party on the day you all knew I was busy. Awesome. Today, I need to do somekind of homework. Eww.
Dec 29th
youre kind of annoying.
To be totally honest.
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
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she's out of control; so beautiful.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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i've been going crazy, i don't wanna waste another...
Dec 28th
“Friendship consists of only one soul; inhabiting two bodies.”
– Aristotle (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 28th
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hello.
emily monyota. i be yo fwend. <33
Dec 28th
“It’s okay, life doesn’t have to be perfect. It just has to be lived.”
– Dexter Morgan (via yearslater) (via quote-book)
Dec 28th
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i got your picture, i'm coming with you.
dear maria, count me in.
Dec 28th
alltimelow.
Dec 28th
GMH →
givesmehope: When my father kicked me out at 17, my best friend’s mom took me in without hesitation. She also baked my birthday cake that year, took me prom dress shopping and threw my graduation party. She’s a single mom of three girls. Women who support kids who aren’t theirs GMH.
Dec 28th
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“A lot can change between planning something and actually doing it. But maybe all...”
– Sara Dessen, Lock and Key
Dec 28th
your real life is tragic.
Dec 28th
if it hadn’t happened… i wouldn’t have found the best friends that i have. thanks for showing me that. i don’t even deserve friends like you.
Dec 28th
“there’s not a single boy on this living earth or in heaven or hell that deserves to be the one to break you. or has the power to. only you have to power to let them break you. and you won’t break anyway. because you’re stronger than that. i’ve seen it.”
Dec 28th
i'm an asshole.
yeah me. this night just keeps on getting better.
Dec 28th
13822.) I'm sorry I ruined your life.
(via blogsecret)
Dec 27th
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“That was the thing about being alone, in theory or in principle. Whatever...”
– Sara Dessen, Lock and Key
Dec 27th
i'm not good enough for you.
i’m not good enough for anyone. you can just walk away now.
Dec 27th
i’m hardly worth your time.
Dec 27th
“Second chances they don’t ever matter, people never change. Once a whore you’re...”
– Paramore | Misery Business (via janettt) (via quote-book)
Dec 27th
get out.
please.
Dec 27th
“The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don’t be trying all the time to fix...”
– Chuck Palahniuk; Invisible Monsters (via runawaytrain)
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do...”
– Mark Twain (submitted by coffeeandclouds) (via quote-book)
Dec 27th
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“The purpose of our lives is to be happy.”
– Dalai Lama (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 27th
306 notes
Riri-
-tragickingdom: didyousayriri: -tragickingdom: Got your address, Christmas card coming your way on Mondaaay! :)) Ps. I sort of, kind of miss you like a lot. Really. I know, I do too. So, so much. <3 Can we just become part of each others lives again sometime soon?
Dec 27th